Summertime...

Summer use to mean travel, time with friends, and relaxation. But this summer is so different. I am more stressed out, more tired, and more lonely than I have been in a long time. I know that I take a lot on, but I always have. So I'm having a hard time trying to figure out why this summer is so different from those in the past. Maybe it's because my husband and kids are homw now. I used to have some time to myself after summer school to just go and do. But, now, I have to go home almost immediately to give him a break. And, I guess, that leaves me no Me time. But, I don't know how to fit it.
But, even though I miss Me time, I miss my friends more. I have not been able to hang out and do things with friends (new and old) like I have before. Sometimes this makes me think I am a bad friend or that people don't think I care. But I do!! I love all my friends to death and would do anything for them, but when?!
With the travels, I wish I could have four- one for me just to get away even for a day, one for the hubby and me to reconnect, one for the fam to have a great time, and one for the friends to release and get closer with each other. But, at the rate I'm going, one of these might be a stretch, let alone four. We'll see.
I know this is an odd blog, but I needed to get it out. Thanks for reading and any advice, let me know!